If it hurts, let go. Life is way too short to waste my time. I'm only young for so long, and every moment I spend dwelling on the things that only cause me to hurt, is precious time wasted where I could have been out adventuring around, making more memories to look back on. I don't want to remember the nights I sat around crying. I wanna look back at the adventures I had while I was young. The good nights, days, whatever. I finally found someone where it feels like the first time every time, and I'm not letting that go either..I won't give up without a fight. To hell with anybody who makes me feel like I'm ordinary...and thank god for my three true friends...I don't know where I would be at this point without them.
Sometimes it’s hard being so far away from someone you love, but when you do get to be with them you appreciate them so much more. Long distance love isn’t easy, but things worth having rarely come easy.
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Ive never felt this way before... I spent the most amazing week with someone... And for some reason i cant stop thinking about it... I wanna call this person every day just to listen to his voice....
Ive never met someone that is so conpletely honest...its wierd to have known someone for a year and not even think about him in that way.... I remembered certain moments we shared together.. And i was so surprised that those moments you remembered too...
Im falling right now really hard......
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I feel myself saying those exact words more frequently these days.....Hopefully Ill learn my lesson...but something deep down tells me I won't.
and I just wanted to say “Hi Grandpa” and I wish you were here.
It makes me sad when my boss always asks me to work over.. I asked the other day why he would assume that.. He said its because i know u have nothing going on... Just because i have no family back home depending on me... O but i do.. I said. I have tons of people depending on me just to be there for them... Maybe not in the same way as my other coworkers.. But it still counts..either way i love my job.. I love everything about it..being a away from the ones i love makes u appreciate them even more when you return.. Its the best present in the entire world is to see them after being seperated for a million years
Being seperated from things you want and things you need...It was hard the first week...for all of us....I wanted my wendy's so bad I could taste it....lol....It really does put in perspective of the things in life that are important...How much time was wasted worrying....spending....buying things that meant nothing to me....wanting things that meant nothing to me...needing things that meant nothing to me..
Its my second week here..and Im sure there are new songs and new artists on the radio..Im sure some new movie has been previewed amillion times...and some cool youtube video has been circulating or some crazy insane political event took place.....Im sure some celebrity is dating someone else by now...I would have no idea.....I have no idea of anything anymore that is going on back in the states accept for the fact that the sunset here at 5:30 is the most beautiful thing Ive ever seen. I know that all the people on this ship that cant speak any word of english..are about the most nicest people I will ever meet in my entire life. I know that at 4pm everyday Jellyfish line up around the ship to create the craziest biggest jellyfish spectacular Ive ever seen.
Its wierd how quickly things you took time out of your day to care about dont matter anymore....I wake up and I work..and I feel good about everything..I feel less stress not knowing any of this bullshit news...any gossip...i like the fact that I cant leave this ship at all....it makes you grounded..it makes you creative.....dont get me wrong when we get to singapore..Im leaving...but..for now...
its just me against the world